Don't wanna hear about your kid dammit!

so, my struggle today is listening to other people talk about their kids. I feel guilty about it, but I dont want to hear about it! I dont want to hear about how cute they are and "one day you'll see what it's like" and I dont want to hear from my cousin that she is feeling pregnant and hormonal. i dont wanna hear about that.

my mom just called. She is being OVERLY nice. It's going to drive me crazy!!! I know she means well, but it's going to drive me crazy. I should have never told her how sad/depressed I was. Now she calls me to see how I am. I don't want to be asked how I am every day. I just want things to be normal. Talking to her sometimes stresses me out. she wants me to go with her to pick up some blinds. i asked her if it was something she made up to get me outta the house. I dont want her making up errands. i think i am going to have to find a way to tell her to back off. but in a way that she will understand. ARGG!!!!

Revelations!

So I finally called my doctor about the clomid. He says that the moodiness and tears are NOT a side effect. However, every website I look at and all the posts from other women talk about how their moods were affected with clomid.He suggested I talk to my regular physician and see if they can help me. is this normal? i made the appointment. I dont want to go on meds, but I think i need too...